A Bedtime Story

A Bedtime Story

“It’s time to go to bed,” he said.

“But I don’t want to go to bed,” his child replied.

“If you go to bed now,” he said, “I will tell you a story.”

She scoffed, “But you always read me the same stories. They’re boring.”

“You weren’t listening,” he said, “I said I would tell you a story.”

“What’s the difference?” she replied, knowing that it would delay having to go to bed if she could keep him talking. 

But he was not to be tricked, “Too bad, I’m going to your bedroom to tell a story. If you’re not there, I guess you’ll miss it.”

She was not prepared for this, especially when her dad got up and went into her bedroom, and she heard him start to talk. 

“Once, a long time ago, there was a girl named Alice.” 

As she inched towards the door, it began to close. “Wait!” she screamed, ran into the room, and jumped into bed. “Now you can go on.”

He continued, “Alice, it would seem, had a lot of trouble sleeping. That was until the night she found the magic hidden in her pillow.”

“What kind of magic?” asked his child, whose name was also Alice. 

“What kind of magic, do you think?” he asked. 

Alice thought awhile and said, “Magic that could make her fly to fairyland.”

Her dad continued, “It was magic that could take her away to fairyland. And who do you think she found there?”

Alice didn’t waste a moment, “It was the king and queen of all the fairies.”

Her dad continued. “There, she found the king and queen of all the fairies. They both said at once. Why Princess Alice, we are so glad to see you here. We’ve been wondering where you were. We were thinking of going on an adventure.”

“What are they going to do,” Alice, his child, asked. As excited as she was to hear this story, he noticed that her tired eyes were beginning to close.

He continued, “They are going on a great adventure, of course. But that adventure takes a lot of planning, and Alice, who had been playing all day, was getting too tired to help plan. So she asked if the king and queen could wait until the next day to plan it out because she had some ideas on what should be done.”

“That’s very smart of her,” Alice, the child, yawned. 

“Then I guess we better stop the story here,” her father said, “and let everybody rest so they get a fresh start tomorrow.”

His child would have agreed; however, her eyes had already closed. He put the cover on her, kissed her good night, turned off the light, and let Alice plan all the adventures she had in store for the next night. 

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The Child

The Child

“Help me, please!” was the plaintive cry from the small girl. 

Jeremy was standing nearby watching the child amidst a crowded mall, and no one noticed her. 

Sure, people looked at her in her shabby clothes and hesitant speech, but each, in turn, went on with their shopping and chatting with each other without even thinking about addressing her call for help. 

Jeremy, himself was not the most popular person in his neighborhood. He was the outcast, the different one. He had his quirks and had lots of fears when dealing with others, the neurotypicals as they were called. But a cry for help from a child?

Jeremy tried to focus. He breathed deeply. This sometimes helped. He slowly walked towards the child.

As he approached, the girl looked up at him. As their eyes met, some connection was formed. He understood her, and she understood him. Without any expectation, Jeremy bent down and hesitantly put out his hand. “What’s wrong?” he asked. 

With similar hesitancy, the girl reached out, placed her hand in Jeremy’s, and sobbed, “I don’t know where I am?”

It took a while for Jeremy and Chloe (which was the girl’s name) to uncover the whole story. 

Chloe had been taken to the mall and then abandoned. Whoever did that seemed tired of supporting a child as unique as Chloe. 

Jeremy didn’t quite know what to do. He managed to find a security guard. Explaining the story was difficult for Jeremy. Despite his willingness to communicate with Chloe, talking to unknown adults was not a skill he had. 

The guard took them both to the security office and called Child Protective Services. 

Chloe was taken away, and Jeremy was allowed to follow and maintain contact with Chloe through this ordeal and when she was eventually fostered out to another family. 

Though Jeremy felt positive about what he did, he hoped he never had to do that again. 

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The Meaning of Happiness

The Meaning of Happiness

It’s Saturday night, and I’m in charge of supper, but I don’t know what to make. When I asked my family, they all suggested cooking whatever makes you happy. 

That is a big order. There are lots of things that make me happy. Let me think…

Definitely, being with my wife and child and going on walks and doing things together certainly makes me happy. 

Watching my favorite teams win games is pleasurable. 

Staying healthy always makes me happy, though lately, that hasn’t always been easy. 

Of course, certain foods make me happy: lasagna, chocolate, cream cheese and lox on a whole wheat bagel, and ice cream, most of which I’m not supposed to eat anymore due to my heart-healthy diet. 

But how do you make any of those into a supper? Maybe they meant I should cook whatever makes them happy.

That, of course, raises a different set of criteria. I know my wife wants to do a lot of traveling. And my child doesn’t live with us, so I’m not sure what makes them happy other than understanding more about their world and where they fit in. 

How do you cook any of that?

But my job is to make tonight’s dinner…

 

I know this is a cop-out, but I think I’ve figured out what to do — 

Tonight I’m going to order dinner out. There is a nice French restaurant that I know delivers. It also has a location right near where my child lives. 

They make some incredible soups and entrees; I can order some of those; one of them is called Faux-cau-vin. It’s like Coq au vin, but without the chicken, it uses beans instead. It’s really good. That covers foods that make me happy. Hopefully, that covers the traveling part for now, after the food must have originated from France. 

 

I’ll arrange for the deliveries to happen at the same time around dinner, where we can Facetime and be together, like in the old days, making us all happy. 

 

And to top off the meal, I promise not to bring up any political discussions, only family stuff about what we mean to each other. The thing that makes us all feel the happiest. 

Tomorrow’s my wife’s turn. I wonder how she is going to top that.

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100 Words – an exercise in writing

100 Words Exercise

from: The art of brevity. by Grant Faulkner

Here’s the assignment: Write a one-hundred-word story. No more, no less.

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I left disgruntled. I had trouble dealing with the rough play and attitude of the crowd and of the opposing players. I’m tired of the homophobic and racist behavior targeting our team.

I drove in front of the team bus. Having crossed the bridge leading back home, I heard the crack sound of an automatic rifle, then the bridge exploded. I was horrified, turned, and watched the team bus, with all its players and fans fall to their deaths.

This was not a random act. This was a targeted assault meant to eliminate our team because of who they were. 

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Happy Talk

Happy Talk

I am an optimistic person who looks for the positive in things. I acknowledge the negatives, which I balance against the positives when making decisions and reacting to others. 

I worked for an administrator who graduated from the school of thought that you must always play up the positives. It was the only way to build self-esteem in students and teachers. 

Every year I came into his office for my yearly evaluation, he always started with how wonderful I was. Everything I did was great. But it didn’t end there. Before I left his office, my faults and things he wanted to see changed were brought up. 

Where my praises flowed out of his mouth, my faults were very direct and clearly the intention of what he really wanted from this meeting. 

Happy, positive talk is one thing, but for it to be part of a pattern of setting me up for a fall is disingenuous, especially when he hadn’t observed most of the things he was giving me positive feedback about.  

Towards the end of my career, I changed my tactics at these meetings. I would go into the meeting and say, “Let’s start with the but.” You know what I mean, “I am a wonderful person who does all of these wonderful things; I am great, and everyone loves me, but here’s what you really want to discuss about me. Start with the but.” 

It never worked. I guess once one is fixated on building someone up with happy, thoughtless talk before they become truthful with you, they don’t change. That’s very sad.
I do not profess that you should be bitterly forthright in discussions with others from the get-go. But to always have a pattern of happy talking to everyone and being falsely super positive all of the time makes real praise meaningless. It sounds rote. It sounds like you’re saying it because you have to. It’s not the real you.

 

You know everything you do is great. You’re a wonderful person. Everyone loves you. There are so many things you do well. (well, nothing comes to mind right now, but I’m sure there are things.) Blah, blah, blah, but

 

Be honest with yourself and others. Be willing to listen and accept change. Show compassion and empathy. Be positive, real, and sincere. Don’t make what you say to others become habit and predictable; that’s not how you gain respect and trust.

 

It’s been a pleasure sharing this with you. Come back soon. 

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The Time Capsule

The Time Capsule

It had been 50 years since I graduated from Stony Brook University. The time had come to visit my old alma mater. I’d returned to Stony Brook University many times since graduating, but this day was different. This was the 50th anniversary of the burying of the time capsule. 

My friends and I had decided that on graduating day, we would put together some of the remembrances of our 4 years there and bury them in closed boxes somewhere on campus that had meaning for us. We didn’t share where we were burying this box with anyone else. We never planned on meeting up; we just hoped that we would remember where we buried our own memories so that we could dig them up by ourselves. We were sure we wouldn’t be in contact with each other 50 years after graduating.

I chose to bury my capsule on the grounds of Benedict College, where I had spent most of my time in the dorm and having meals. Surprisingly enough, with all the new buildings and renovations that had occurred over the past 50 years at Stony Brook, Benedict College stood exactly the same way it had been back in 1972. It was easy to find the spot where I had buried my treasure. 

I waited until dark when I could not be seen digging a hole in the ground. I didn’t have to dig far. Two feet down, I hit a hard object. I dug around the object, pulled it to the surface, filled my hole, threw what I had found into my car, and drove home. 

The funny thing about time capsules is that they are supposed to contain objects and memorabilia from your past. After all, you were the one that put it there. And this sure looked like my box. But the locking mechanism was different. First of all, I don’t remember putting a lock on it. And it wasn’t a combination or key lock. It had a place on the front of the box where I could put my hand, but no other way I could see to open it. 

Being curious, I placed my hand on the spot where my hand fit, and it opened. I slowly lifted the lid. It looked like the box I had buried, but nothing I had put in it was there. I did recognize the handwriting on the letter that was in the box. It was my own handwriting. It read:

Hey Harvey,

Sorry for swapping out the junk we put into this box in 1972. But I thought you would prefer to see where you are going rather than where you’ve been. I mean, who cares about old records and pictures of your hockey team (they never won anything anyway, besides you quit the team after the cheating scandal)? As for your college ID, you are welcome to it.

Don’t worry about your health. You’ll have some issues in 2023, but within a few years, they will create some awesome organic/android hybrid parts that, trust me, you’ll live forever.

Instead, I put some of your real accomplishments from here in the 2050s.

Enjoy a copy of your first novel. I added an old-time DVD of your interview with the President and when you received the medal of honor to play on the equipment you have available in 2022.

You’ve got a lot to look forward to, Christina and David, too. I’ll let you learn about those things on your own. Enjoy.

I’ll be seeing you…or should I say, I’ll be being you. Either way, you might want to look out for some of my other future presents that I buried in different spots for you. You’ve still got a lot to learn.

Your self,

Me

May 25, 2050

What the…!

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Lost or Found

Lost or Found

 

I’m lost. I know where I’m supposed to be, but everything here looks different. 

Let me backtrack a bit for you. I was supposed to meet a friend at 2:30 at the corner of 5th and Main. We had agreed to meet there before joining our class on the field trip to the museum. The museum was the newly opened Museum of Supernatural and Unexplained Phenomenon. We had been looking forward to seeing this museum since it opened a month ago. 

Instead of taking the school bus, my friend and I agreed to meet and walk to the museum together. We both hated school bus rides. 

So here I am at what I thought was 5th and Main, and there is no sign of my friend. But something looks wrong. For one thing, the signs where it says 5th and Main are not written in the same font as all the other signs in the streets I’ve passed. And for another, there’s no traffic on what should be a well-traveled thoroughfare. There is no sign of my friend, who is known for being punctual. 

So I’m guessing that I’m lost. I must have mixed up something about where we were meeting in my friend’s directions. I decide to walk to the museum myself, hoping to meet everyone. Maybe they can explain what’s going on. 

As I near the museum, I notice another anomaly. Instead of a large modern building that should house the museum, there is a small shack with a hand-painted sign stating “Museum of Supernatural and Unexplained Phenomenon” and “Enter at your own risk!”

Okay, I ask you, if this is what happened to you, what would you do? Go back home right away. Pinch yourself to see if you’re dreaming. Go through the door and find out what is on the inside.

If you know anything about me, you’ll know that my curiosity as a storyteller and writer compels me to enter the shack. 

I open the door and stare inside. All that is visible is a long, endless hallway. There appear to be multiple side doors to choose from throughout the hallway and faint images or shadows moving about. 

Throwing caution to the wind, I take a deep breath and step through the door…

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Play day in the ‘hood

Play Day in the ‘hood

I said, “Mom, Can I go outside and play with my friends?”

May I go outside and play with my friends,” she replied. 

“You can do whatever you want with your friends. I just want to know can I go out and play with my friends?”

“You have the ability to go out with your friends, but it should be, May I go out with my friends?”

“Why do you keep bringing your friends into the conversation? I know that I have the ability to go out with my friends. I’m not stupid, but you have to let me go first. So I repeat, “Can I go out with my friends?”

“That’s not the correct way to ask,” she said. 

“Sorry,” was my reply. “Can I go out with my friends, please?”

My mother looked like she was getting a bit flustered. “Thank you for being more polite, but you are still saying it incorrectly. It should be May I?, not Can I?

“May I what?” I asked, quite confused. 

“May I go out and play with my friends, please?” was her reply. 

“Why are we talking about your friends again? It’s fine with me, you can go out and play with your friends or anyone else you want to play with, as long as I can go out and play with mine.” I thought for a moment and thought I figured it out. “Wait a minute I think I got it. It’s fine with me, you can go out and play with your friends or anyone else you want to play with, as long as I may go out and play with mine.”

My mother just threw up her hands and said, “I give up. This time you were okay the first time, it is acceptable to say as long as I can go out with mine. Yes, you may go out with your friends.”

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So I went down to the park to play with my friends. I still had no idea what had just happened. But at least I got to go out. Of course, you can guess which street game we decided to play…Giant Steps better known in my neighborhood in the Bronx as “Mother, May I?

I did not do well in that game. Every time I was told to take a step, whether it was a tiny step, an umbrella step, a scissor step, or any other kind of step I either forgot to ask if I was allowed to, or when I did remember, I said “Can I?” which for some reason was not considered correct, and I got sent back to the starting line. 

I can’t wait until I get back to school ware I hope their going to teach me what I’m doing wrong. I think it has something to do with language. 

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The Choice

The Choice

Betty was not feeling well. After calling her automated doctor, she was referred to a specialist in advanced neurobiotic illnesses at the local hospital. Schedules being as they were, and her symptoms pushed her to the front of the line when she reached the hospital. 

After a brief intake interview and a number of tests, she met with the Chief of Neurobiotics. He told her that her condition was serious. The synapses in her neurons had misfired and were failing. Immediate action was necessary. 

There were several options she could choose from. One was to have surgery done, which would correct the positioning of the neurons in her brain so that they would fire correctly. This was an invasive operation, and the survival rate was just over 50%. However, if she survived, her prognosis for a long life was excellent. 

A second option was to try and limit her pain by using medication that allowed her to function normally. This had a greater survival rate. However, there was no guarantee that she would be pain-free, nor would it solve the cause of the problem. If it worked, hopefully, her life would be more bearable. This was a more costly option, as she would need to take the medicine for the rest of her life.  

The last option was that she could take part in a new experimental neuron/synapse replacement procedure. If successful, this would alleviate all her pain and give her the best chance at survival. The success rate so far had been very good. This procedure could be done relatively non-invasively, leading to a normal life. It’s amazing what modern technology is capable of. So far, the only known side effect of this treatment was that her memories would be impacted since the replacement neurons would be taken from her memory cortex. She would lose the memories she had and would have to start relearning all that she knew. 

The choice was hers to make. 

Betty sat there in stunned silence. The obvious choice seemed to be the experimental treatment. However, she had led a full life. She had so many memories of times and events past. Her family, growing up, the places she had visited, the people she had known, her adventures, and all the stories she had to share. What would life be without them? Sure, she could relearn how to do things but all those events and people. They would be just stories other people told her. Would she still be the same person?

What was she going to decide? What would you decide in her position?

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What could possibly go wrong? (not a Ronald Story)

 

What could possibly go wrong? (not a Ronald Story)

 

As much as I would like to write about one of the prompts this week, I have decided to share some things that have happened to me since last Wednesday (April 19). 

The first part will be a summary of the events. The second will be about some observations and thoughts that happened along the way.

 

Part 1 –  What happened?

 

On Tuesday and Wednesday last week, I felt some pain in my chest. After calling my cardiologist to see if they could push up my June appointment to a sooner date, it was recommended that I take a trip to the Emergency Room at the hospital, where more tests could be done than in their office, which Christina and I did. 

The follow-up to that trip was 4 days in the hospital, many tests, a coronary catheterization, which turned into a coronary angioplasty in which two stents were put into the right side of my heart, and time spent in the Cardiac Intensive Care Unit. 

I’m home now, feeling a bit tired and somewhat bored since I’m not allowed to do anything for at least a week and have the fun outlook of having to go back to the hospital within a month to have more stents put in the left side of my heart. I’m glad I made the choice to call my cardiologist when I did. 

 

Part 2 – Are we having fun yet? 

 

When you go to the emergency room desk and say that you are there because you have chest pains, and your cardiologist suggested coming in, you tend to get bumped up to the front of the line. We got there between 4 and 5 pm. I was taken in, given an intake interview, and had blood drawn, a chest x-ray, an EKG, and an echocardiogram. I was taken upstairs, where more blood was taken (3 times, each separated by an hour), a CT scan (with and without contrast), and probably more tests, but I can’t remember them. The total time spent testing was about 6 hours. It was decided that I would be their guest for the night, with the distinct possibility of more tests and an angiogram the next day. Christina went home, and I was sent to what could be referred to as a holding cell until the hospital could find a room for me. While there, the attendant, in the act of putting another IV port into the back of my hand (because he couldn’t find any veins in my arm to stick me with), managed to blow a vein in my hand. If you’ve never had that happen, it means he punctured a vein in two places, so the blood leaks out. It heals quickly; however, the blood swells at the site, which could take over a week or two to absorb and return to normal color. My left hand looked like I lost a prize fight with a brick wall, a nice shade of purple and still spreading. Every other nurse and attendant in my stay there said I had beautiful veins, so easy to find. 

Since it had been 11 hours since I last ate, I asked if some food was available. Even though the hospital cafeteria was closed, the attendant got me some food. By midnight I was wheeled to my room on the 16th floor of the hospital. 

My roommate was separated from me by a curtain. In this room, each bed had a TV on the wall. The TV speaker was the remote you kept by your side. It turned out that my roommate was a big fan of the Movie Classics station, which he had on whenever he was in the room, whether he was sleeping or not. Then there was all the beeping of monitors all over the place, loud conversations of people in the hallway, and loud emergency announcements over the hallway that they always repeated three times. Sleep was not an option.

The next morning I was taken to get another echocardiogram around 9 a.m. I wasn’t allowed to eat because my next port of call would be the operating room. I was supposedly number 6 in line. For some reason, the hospital feels it necessary to prioritize ER patients coming in with real heart attacks. I did not get wheeled into the operating room until 4 p.m. 

Did you ever go to a class where you knew you were getting the best teacher available, and instead, you got a student teacher? The doctor slated for my procedure was the chief of cardiology at a different hospital branch. He is only at the hospital I was in one day a week. I felt confident having him do the surgery until I heard he was also a teaching physician. He was listed as the attending physician on the list of people that were part of my surgery. Also listed on the credits were two “Cardiac Fellows.” It turns out that the attending physician did the angiogram, while one of the Fellows did the putting in of the stents under supervision. What was supposed to be a simple procedure became more complicated when there was coronary artery perforation. Once resolved “under supervision” by the attending physician, I was invited to stay in the CICU (Coronary Intensive Care Unit), where I would be monitored for the rest of my stay. I finally got to eat some food some 19 hours after my last midnight meal. Though at that point, I wasn’t very hungry.

With a blood oxygen detector on my right hand and a blood pressure cuff on my left arm (which automatically took new readings every 1 to 2 hours), connected by wires to a monitor, I was ready to recover. 

Did you ever try to get some sleep with wires on both sides of your body, such that no matter which way you turned, you would tie yourself up? I figured out that I could disengage the blood pressure cuff, so in the middle of the first night, when I wanted to go to the toilet (which was in the room), I attempted to. It would have been nice if they had told me I could not leave my bed. The moment I stepped off the bed, lights flashed, and alarms rang out. At least 2 nurses or aides rushed to my room to tell me I wasn’t allowed to do that. For my entire stay there, I was not allowed to pee in the toilet at all; I had to pee into a plastic urinal bottle. It seems they had to keep track of fluids that left my body. 

I always had a nurse call button beside my bed if needed. The main nurses’ station was just outside my room.  No matter how many times I pushed the call button or tried to call out for assistance (my room had an open door), it took a while for someone to come to me. It was a good thing that I was in ICU.

The best example of critical awareness of patients was on the morning of the day I left. I was given permission that if I wanted to get up, disconnect the BP and O2 detectors, and walk the halls, I could do so. That’s exactly what I did. As soon as I disconnected and left the room, I heard a steady beeping coming from my room. I assumed it was because I was disconnected. On my way back to my room, as I passed the monitoring station in the hall, I asked the attendant behind the desk if the flashing light and beeping on the computer at the other end of her desk was me. She first said no, then sliding over and viewing the computer, she said, “Yes, it’s you. You left your room.” 

As I said, it was good that I was in ICU, and they were right on top of things. 

There are probably a number of other things I could share with you about my experiences in our efficient hospital system, like the 40-page packet of all my results, information about the new medicines I was to take, and recommendations of things I should do both dietary and exercise, I was given as I left, which no one went through with Christina or me. But I’ll have to save those stories for another time. 

For now, I’m glad to be home. I’m not looking forward to Eluting Stent Placement – Part 2. But I guess you gotta do what you gotta do.

 

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